Feb 12, 2010
It is not often that I read a book and find myself engrossed in a process that I suspect will alter my world view. I enjoy reading, but most books are not enduringly memorable. Right now, I am reading one that I think will change the way I think. In fact, since Christmas, I have read two books that have fundamentally challenged the way that I look at the world, my own personal holiness, and the very possibilities for holiness in our world. My guess is that most of you have not heard of either of them.
The first is a little gem by Sigrid Undset called Kristin Lavransdatter. Now, in the spirit of full disclosure, I think it is important to mention that this “little gem” is really more of a sprawling diamond mine: the translation I read was about 1200 pages. It is broken into three parts though, and I must say that it is perhaps the finest book I have ever read, and it is certainly the most Catholic. I have no intention of writing a book review for an epic that already sports the honor of having received the Nobel Prize in Literature; what was so amazing was the effect that the book had on me while I was reading it. It was like watching the advent of a saint. Kristin transgresses early in her life, and while she is reconciled to God and the Church in the sacrament of confession, she lives out the consequences of her actions in their various forms without rest, finally dying in a manner nothing short of stupefying. (I’m not spoiling the book. You know from the beginning she will die in the end.)
One of the things that struck me in the story was the regularity of prayer in the lives of these people in medieval Norway. (I know...you just thought to yourself “medieval Norway?” I make no apologies.) There was a regularity to greeting God in the lives of these people that I think would make a seminarian jealous. Regardless of the ins and outs of life, morning prayer, evening prayer, and various other times of prayer were regular, fixed, and unwavering aspects of the daily grind in this novel. Now, I know it was a novel, but the book certainly doesn’t smack of overly romantic views of Norwegian life.
So why was this aspect so intriguing to me? My life as a seminarian is structured around prayer. Priests and deacons make promises to pray the Liturgy of the Hours faithfully at their ordination; to fail to do so is a serious matter. The Liturgy of the Hours is a structured set of psalms and readings designed for various hours in the day. My ordination date is approaching, and therefore the moment when I will declare unfailing allegiance to my little black book is looming. I have been praying these prayers since I started seminary. Over time, it has become easier and more fluid, but it still has not taken a place in my life analogous to Kristin’s.